Do you ever have that nightmare about all of your friends leaving you because they realize that they are better off without you? Do you ever have nights where you can’t sleep because your heart keeps racing because you think that one day they will realize that you can’t half as talented or interesting as they are? I have these nights and I try to tell myself that they are just the monsters in my head that they don’t express how my friends actually feel about me but I can never get rid of the darkness inside me that is telling me that I’m not good enough. That I will never be good enough for their love. That maybe they